I will always remember..

Если бы я была дождем, что соединяет небо и землю, вечно далекие друг от друга, смогла бы я соединить два сердца?

   Нет ничего проще, чем усложнить себе жизнь.

this song plays in my head over and over again.. feels so lonely..

         Just beacuse you were happy with him, doesn't mean you can't be happy without him.

what if..

what happens when you meet him and can stare at him the whole day? No, he isn't prince charming. Before I wouldn't even call him handsome. But now, all I can think about is those eyes, the smile. Even if it isn't meant to be, I have benefited so much by those few short moments with him. Never again will I look at life as I did before him. He gave me a reason to start life anew! A new beginning.  A life that is centered on God, and God alone. A life that actually matters..

the wait

waiting, waiting, waiting... heart beating faster, palms sweating, impatience getting the best of me.

Let's see if I can do this..

I'm not exactly one of those people who are good at talking (or writing) about what they are feeling, I prefer to just keep it to myself. BUT I decided to give this thing a chance and see if maybe, just maybe, it will help me out a bit. Even as I'm writing this, I am having second thoughts. That's just how optimistic I am :)

Wouldn't it be great if you could say anything and everything that is on your mind without worrying about what someone else would think? or even how it would affect others? Not that I care much for peoples' approval. Sometimes I have so  much on my mind, but find myself turning up the volume on my ipod instead just to block those thoughts out. Is there a reason why we would rather clear our head then sit and just think about something? Since when is thinking become so unpopular? So much questions yet so little of them have answers.